I'm so grateful to be alive today! It's been two months since my surgery, and every day I am thankful for my powerful intuition, which told me there was something not quite right with my heart. I am not ashamed to say that I feigned chest pains initially to be seen by my physician. I am not ashamed to say that on the way to the hospital I began to light a cigarette in my nervousness, but stomped it out immediately and threw a whole pack out the window! (Yes, I littered, but my justification is that some homeless dude who couldn't afford cigarettes thought the gods sent him a gift that day!)
Anyway, today as I gaze out the window thinking back on my Life and every step that brought me closer to this moment in Time, I am so grateful to be alive. When I walk along the ocean's edge, taking in the tingling scents of the sea and tasting the salty breeze on my lips, I am so grateful to be alive. As I watch the children running, swimming, and playing on the beach and in the surf, I am grateful to be alive. I hear the gulls overhead screaming their dismay at not being handed any tasty morsels from the multiple coolers on the sand, and I am grateful to be alive.
I guess what I'm trying to express today is that no matter what Life throws my way, I'm making an effort to remember how thankful I am to be alive! No matter what.
Peace & Blessings to All ~
Kathi

Kathy I saw your link to Phisty I mean Philly lol and clicked on it. Wow you are such a powerful writer, I knew you had surgery but of course didn't know the details. I am glad you are on the other side of it all, I can't imagine what it must have been like. I am sure this blog will be a help to many. Didn't you go into cardiology nursing? I think I remember you once telling me that was your interest. Good luck with your continued recovery!! Cathi
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ReplyDeleteCardiac nursing was my interest since I was a youngster but I was fortunate enough to get hired as a new nurse on a med/surg rehabilitation unit, and I am so very grateful as I have learned so very much in a short time! I am hoping that someday I will be a cardiac nurse, as it naturally makes sense that I learn as much as I can about it, especially now! Thank you for your kinds words!
Kathi